Saturday, January 1, 2011
Hey whats up all. So, as you can see its been AGESSSSSS since i blogged :P I don't regret though. Why? Cause i prefer to have friends that are interested in my life enough to ask me about it and not stalk me on my blog(: Yes yes, i'm an asshole and all. But think about it, it makes sense. So throughout 2010, i've learnt those who are true and those who just wander around my life. Honestly, i'm really quite shocked who is actually standing there by me looking out for me. And wow, i have seen so much, especially during this holiday period, which was when i really observed how my friends actually behaved. I checked my mental list, what my friend would do. Surprise them, ask them random questions. Shocking indeed.
Firstly, thanks jh! For coming over ytd :D Even though you seem quite bothered about life. I really wished i could talk to you but it seemed that chilling out was a better idea and keep things to yourself for the moment to sort out your feelings would have been better(: Hope you enjoyed ytd cause it was awe-some wild. Thanks for raping me too :x
To really think about it, yesterdays party was actually an ultimatum for me. Who is there, and who is not, would go by what we are at. Take your time to digest while i continue. I've been stuck in this paradox. I'm still bewildered by this situation. Many of you could say that, HEY! Its not your problem, its their life, just don't care. But both of them are my friends. You might find me stupid but its really a human kinda thing.
So here was my predicted list of who would be coming to attend:
Sharlynn [Yes]
Andrew [Yes]
Bukhary [Yes]
Hannah [Yes, doubted staying overnight]
Wenyi [Yes, i thought to myself "There's no way she could stay overnight!" ]
Evangeline [Yes, but major decision will be decided by jason]
Jason [Apparently, no.]
Jonathan [Yes]
Nafilah [Maybe, most prob no]
And here were the list of guest that attended:
Sharlynn [Yes + stayover!]
Andrew [Yes + stayover!]
Bukhary [Yes + stayover!]
Hannah [Yes + stayover!]
Wenyi [Yes + stayover!] <== Totally shocked! :o
Jonathan [Yes + stayover!]
So basically, 1/3 of the guest didn't appear ): and most of my predictions came true. I, of course, do not blame all of these guest! (Don't worry!) I'll keep what i think of who and what i see how whomever is like to me now to myself(: Although i really do want to write this down but only my CLOSEST friends know this and they know it too that i am able to depend on them in time of my need.
So, let me tell you guys about yesterday first(: Just a side note first, if you guys went out on new year like my and sharlynn last year, i am dearly sorry man. Cause your new years eve is screwed. So anyway, I slept at 5 plus the night before new year's eve. So i got mass spammed by dear and ary on the phone and i woke up at many different timings for about 3-4 times :x I thought i was screwed alr cause dear would have been pissed at me for sleeping in as i was supposed to meet her and ary at macs at elias at around 2pm :x Apparently my silly dear waited at home as i was still asleep so i invited ary over first to chill out. We did some finishing touches on andrew's board and i started setting up the bbq pit and all. And wow, time really flew fast. And as soon as you thought it would be, andrew was coming over with ary alr! We all quickly gathered and 'surprised' and my house :D
We gave him out board (it was beautiful cause it had hawt babes there :P) and he was totally awed by his awesome face and body! (Haha, you all should have seen it! But don't worry we took pictures!) and then showered him with 'love' :x
I started the fire and we were cooking fast as hell. Jh joined us in between the bbq and we chat and caught up. Watched scott pilgrim vs the world and ate alittle more and we were off to countdown party at downtown east.
Yea, downtown east, i really doubted that it would have been fun there and boy i am fucking wrong man. ITS AWESOME! LOL! Beats the crap out of fireworks :P Firstly, it was as crowded as the central part of singapore. Secondly, there was like a supplier selling confetti and snow sprays at a buck each wtf. And they sold airhorns too! So we basically spammed sprays and i was drenched in soap thanks to my dear sister, her bf, dear and the others -.- Andrew charged towards my and i was down, subsequently, i felt i as though i was a criminal being shot down by a bunch of police except for the fact that everyone was shooting me with snow sprays ): I hate snow(which was soap.) in my mouth eyes ears and nose -.- I couldn't breathe properly at first but everyone was just shooting at me LOL! But heck yeah! :P We all rioted i banged into many people esp small boys which they flew off onto the ground :x the place was messed up with cans and everything. Awesome. Personally, i would have preferred this. Much more my style, unlike to singaporean way of watching fireworks and countdown together and quickly chiong home cause mrt won't be open for long and very crowded. Its just too much of a rush. And our initial plan was to go to central of singapore to watch fireworks too, but whattheheck. Of course there's always a devil in this party. And that was jh. He bought millions of sprays constantly and was spraying EVERYONE in their faces with confetti -.- Soon enough, we all got back at him :P cause we all noticed he was getting tired so we all bought sprays and both andrews took him down :P we showered him in snow and the policeman beside us was trying not to laugh :x OH! As we were heading home, wenyi had itchy hands and spray the snow spray and it slowly drifted towards a police car! HAHHAHA! Everyone was like WTF WENYI! And she was like what?! Then we told her and then she continued to spray at the police car cause we all thought it was fun :x And these bunch of downtown guys were like scolding us then we all looked at them for awhile then they thought to each other and showed the faces like 'Aiya! Its New year! FUCK IT!' Then they just let us go :x We laughed our asses off.
Andrew, my sis bf, picked us up. I must tell you i love sitting in his car LOL! Before we got to downtown he came to pick us up in style man. He chionged towards us and jammed the break :P Awesome! Then when he picked us back he drifted into my estate LOL! Before the the curb i was like, OH NO! OH NO! Then everyone still like nothing like that then when andrew drifted everyone WHATTHEFUCK HAHAHHA! And everyone was scared :P I was kinda used to it alr cause abit mentally prepared :P I tell you, you will never get an experience like this anywhere else LOL!.
So we got back and washed up(: we headed out to buy mixes for our alcohols for the night :P Then we played twister, indian poker i think. and spin the bottle :P We drink quite alot. And i am freaking shocked cause hannah and wenyi drank! WOW. Sporting Ah! We basically went wild through the night.
At 6, we decided to watch the FIRST SUNRISE OF THE YEAR! BOOYAH! And the best part is that we all were together!(: I felt really happy that morning. I sorted out my feelings and threw away the rubbish i didn't needed. We got back and i was so bored that i slept. I was having a minor hangover so i was pretty deep in sleep. I remember waking up a few times with dear saying bye we go alr but i was too tired to say bye or stop them ): I didn't know where jh was i knew andrew was surfing the web and using my com. Buk slept beside me and left with dear and hannah and wenyi and until now i don't know where jh is LOL! And i woke up at 4 or 5 pm the next morning :P
So yea, thats basically my new year. And a new year i wouldn't forget. I least expected it to be this way, but the unexpected always cheers me up. I reminisced about my birthday and i was like. God, i have fucked up friends. And the side note. I really do not want to have a closer relation with those that were once beside me. Because for the record, i didn't leave them alone. They left me. And if thats what you want then go ahead cause its their life, i have no right to interfere in their decisions neither do i have any right to judge their choices.
Hence, so long my 'friends' and hello 2011. A year that i hopefully predict be a year to really look forward to. As 2010 really sucked. 2010 was really an ordeal to me fyi to some of you who didn't know that. 2010 was a year i didn't have sharlynn by my side for 6months. 2010 was a year where i was in need of a listening ear which never came. 2010 was a year where i've seen what people are really made of. 2010 was a year of tough decisions. 2010 was history .
2011, would be the year where we would look forward for tomorrow. 2010 is over, 2011 is here. 2011 would be the year we would never look back at 2010. 2010, in an overall, was the worse year that ever happened in my life.
P.S. If your dissatisfied with whatever i've written. Come talk to me. I'll tell you whats wrong with you before you can tell me whats wrong with me then we will decide why you shouldn't be dissatisfied. Its like an intervention.
Firstly, thanks jh! For coming over ytd :D Even though you seem quite bothered about life. I really wished i could talk to you but it seemed that chilling out was a better idea and keep things to yourself for the moment to sort out your feelings would have been better(: Hope you enjoyed ytd cause it was awe-some wild. Thanks for raping me too :x
To really think about it, yesterdays party was actually an ultimatum for me. Who is there, and who is not, would go by what we are at. Take your time to digest while i continue. I've been stuck in this paradox. I'm still bewildered by this situation. Many of you could say that, HEY! Its not your problem, its their life, just don't care. But both of them are my friends. You might find me stupid but its really a human kinda thing.
So here was my predicted list of who would be coming to attend:
Sharlynn [Yes]
Andrew [Yes]
Bukhary [Yes]
Hannah [Yes, doubted staying overnight]
Wenyi [Yes, i thought to myself "There's no way she could stay overnight!" ]
Evangeline [Yes, but major decision will be decided by jason]
Jason [Apparently, no.]
Jonathan [Yes]
Nafilah [Maybe, most prob no]
And here were the list of guest that attended:
Sharlynn [Yes + stayover!]
Andrew [Yes + stayover!]
Bukhary [Yes + stayover!]
Hannah [Yes + stayover!]
Wenyi [Yes + stayover!] <== Totally shocked! :o
Jonathan [Yes + stayover!]
So basically, 1/3 of the guest didn't appear ): and most of my predictions came true. I, of course, do not blame all of these guest! (Don't worry!) I'll keep what i think of who and what i see how whomever is like to me now to myself(: Although i really do want to write this down but only my CLOSEST friends know this and they know it too that i am able to depend on them in time of my need.
So, let me tell you guys about yesterday first(: Just a side note first, if you guys went out on new year like my and sharlynn last year, i am dearly sorry man. Cause your new years eve is screwed. So anyway, I slept at 5 plus the night before new year's eve. So i got mass spammed by dear and ary on the phone and i woke up at many different timings for about 3-4 times :x I thought i was screwed alr cause dear would have been pissed at me for sleeping in as i was supposed to meet her and ary at macs at elias at around 2pm :x Apparently my silly dear waited at home as i was still asleep so i invited ary over first to chill out. We did some finishing touches on andrew's board and i started setting up the bbq pit and all. And wow, time really flew fast. And as soon as you thought it would be, andrew was coming over with ary alr! We all quickly gathered and 'surprised' and my house :D
We gave him out board (it was beautiful cause it had hawt babes there :P) and he was totally awed by his awesome face and body! (Haha, you all should have seen it! But don't worry we took pictures!) and then showered him with 'love' :x
I started the fire and we were cooking fast as hell. Jh joined us in between the bbq and we chat and caught up. Watched scott pilgrim vs the world and ate alittle more and we were off to countdown party at downtown east.
Yea, downtown east, i really doubted that it would have been fun there and boy i am fucking wrong man. ITS AWESOME! LOL! Beats the crap out of fireworks :P Firstly, it was as crowded as the central part of singapore. Secondly, there was like a supplier selling confetti and snow sprays at a buck each wtf. And they sold airhorns too! So we basically spammed sprays and i was drenched in soap thanks to my dear sister, her bf, dear and the others -.- Andrew charged towards my and i was down, subsequently, i felt i as though i was a criminal being shot down by a bunch of police except for the fact that everyone was shooting me with snow sprays ): I hate snow(which was soap.) in my mouth eyes ears and nose -.- I couldn't breathe properly at first but everyone was just shooting at me LOL! But heck yeah! :P We all rioted i banged into many people esp small boys which they flew off onto the ground :x the place was messed up with cans and everything. Awesome. Personally, i would have preferred this. Much more my style, unlike to singaporean way of watching fireworks and countdown together and quickly chiong home cause mrt won't be open for long and very crowded. Its just too much of a rush. And our initial plan was to go to central of singapore to watch fireworks too, but whattheheck. Of course there's always a devil in this party. And that was jh. He bought millions of sprays constantly and was spraying EVERYONE in their faces with confetti -.- Soon enough, we all got back at him :P cause we all noticed he was getting tired so we all bought sprays and both andrews took him down :P we showered him in snow and the policeman beside us was trying not to laugh :x OH! As we were heading home, wenyi had itchy hands and spray the snow spray and it slowly drifted towards a police car! HAHHAHA! Everyone was like WTF WENYI! And she was like what?! Then we told her and then she continued to spray at the police car cause we all thought it was fun :x And these bunch of downtown guys were like scolding us then we all looked at them for awhile then they thought to each other and showed the faces like 'Aiya! Its New year! FUCK IT!' Then they just let us go :x We laughed our asses off.
Andrew, my sis bf, picked us up. I must tell you i love sitting in his car LOL! Before we got to downtown he came to pick us up in style man. He chionged towards us and jammed the break :P Awesome! Then when he picked us back he drifted into my estate LOL! Before the the curb i was like, OH NO! OH NO! Then everyone still like nothing like that then when andrew drifted everyone WHATTHEFUCK HAHAHHA! And everyone was scared :P I was kinda used to it alr cause abit mentally prepared :P I tell you, you will never get an experience like this anywhere else LOL!.
So we got back and washed up(: we headed out to buy mixes for our alcohols for the night :P Then we played twister, indian poker i think. and spin the bottle :P We drink quite alot. And i am freaking shocked cause hannah and wenyi drank! WOW. Sporting Ah! We basically went wild through the night.
At 6, we decided to watch the FIRST SUNRISE OF THE YEAR! BOOYAH! And the best part is that we all were together!(: I felt really happy that morning. I sorted out my feelings and threw away the rubbish i didn't needed. We got back and i was so bored that i slept. I was having a minor hangover so i was pretty deep in sleep. I remember waking up a few times with dear saying bye we go alr but i was too tired to say bye or stop them ): I didn't know where jh was i knew andrew was surfing the web and using my com. Buk slept beside me and left with dear and hannah and wenyi and until now i don't know where jh is LOL! And i woke up at 4 or 5 pm the next morning :P
So yea, thats basically my new year. And a new year i wouldn't forget. I least expected it to be this way, but the unexpected always cheers me up. I reminisced about my birthday and i was like. God, i have fucked up friends. And the side note. I really do not want to have a closer relation with those that were once beside me. Because for the record, i didn't leave them alone. They left me. And if thats what you want then go ahead cause its their life, i have no right to interfere in their decisions neither do i have any right to judge their choices.
Hence, so long my 'friends' and hello 2011. A year that i hopefully predict be a year to really look forward to. As 2010 really sucked. 2010 was really an ordeal to me fyi to some of you who didn't know that. 2010 was a year i didn't have sharlynn by my side for 6months. 2010 was a year where i was in need of a listening ear which never came. 2010 was a year where i've seen what people are really made of. 2010 was a year of tough decisions. 2010 was history .
2011, would be the year where we would look forward for tomorrow. 2010 is over, 2011 is here. 2011 would be the year we would never look back at 2010. 2010, in an overall, was the worse year that ever happened in my life.
P.S. If your dissatisfied with whatever i've written. Come talk to me. I'll tell you whats wrong with you before you can tell me whats wrong with me then we will decide why you shouldn't be dissatisfied. Its like an intervention.
A Paradigm Occured at, 10:36:00 PM.
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
Surprise Surprise. Never thought that i would meet such a thing in my life. Some beautiful treats for you guys. Stomped home and wrote a letter. Fucking pissed with a bus driver uncle, read on and take my side......
IMPOLITE BUS CAPTAIN.
Bus captain was driving towards the bus-stop and stopped the bus in front of me and instantaneously showed hand signals towards me. Upon boarding the bus, the bus captain shouted at me, speaking in Chinese, 'What do you mean by using your leg to flag for the bus? What school are you from.' Apparently, i was chatting with my friend and I raised my leg as a body expression towards my friend. Obviously, the bus captain must have felt indignant about my body language. However, i was not directing my actions towards the bus captain. Here are some details about the bus captain. He is a Chinese male, speaks Chinese, tanned, short hair, around his 40's and skinny-middle build.
As soon as he shouted at me, i felt very offended and threatened because i was wrongly accused and didn't mean any disrespect towards him. I felt that this can be better improved in terms of his manner as he should have questioned me about my actions and not jump into conclusions and threatened me. Also, he was giving me very awkward stares during the bus ride and was not paying attention on driving.
In all, I felt that as a bus captain, this should not happen to the public as it would display a very bad image for SBS transit. Also, there are many passengers around at that moment. I hope actions would be taken and that SBS would keep me updated on this incident. Thank you.
Shouldn't i be the one that's indignant? Fucking dick. If he wasn't speaking chinese i would already had scolded my rainbow sentences to him and let him taste the rainbows. Its because i couldn't scold chinese towards him properly. Fucking idiot was lucky. Seriously hopes they fire him. Was freaking tempted to write vulgar words in my complain letter but was too rude and impolite so OHWELL.! And i;'m really sorry guys for not blogging for such a long time D: But its the O's ~ Maybe i'll come back after O's. But still, you can chat with me on the tagboard or leave comments :O I'll reply them, its just HOW LONG. ROFL. Cya in a months time(:
IMPOLITE BUS CAPTAIN.
Bus captain was driving towards the bus-stop and stopped the bus in front of me and instantaneously showed hand signals towards me. Upon boarding the bus, the bus captain shouted at me, speaking in Chinese, 'What do you mean by using your leg to flag for the bus? What school are you from.' Apparently, i was chatting with my friend and I raised my leg as a body expression towards my friend. Obviously, the bus captain must have felt indignant about my body language. However, i was not directing my actions towards the bus captain. Here are some details about the bus captain. He is a Chinese male, speaks Chinese, tanned, short hair, around his 40's and skinny-middle build.
As soon as he shouted at me, i felt very offended and threatened because i was wrongly accused and didn't mean any disrespect towards him. I felt that this can be better improved in terms of his manner as he should have questioned me about my actions and not jump into conclusions and threatened me. Also, he was giving me very awkward stares during the bus ride and was not paying attention on driving.
In all, I felt that as a bus captain, this should not happen to the public as it would display a very bad image for SBS transit. Also, there are many passengers around at that moment. I hope actions would be taken and that SBS would keep me updated on this incident. Thank you.
Shouldn't i be the one that's indignant? Fucking dick. If he wasn't speaking chinese i would already had scolded my rainbow sentences to him and let him taste the rainbows. Its because i couldn't scold chinese towards him properly. Fucking idiot was lucky. Seriously hopes they fire him. Was freaking tempted to write vulgar words in my complain letter but was too rude and impolite so OHWELL.! And i;'m really sorry guys for not blogging for such a long time D: But its the O's ~ Maybe i'll come back after O's. But still, you can chat with me on the tagboard or leave comments :O I'll reply them, its just HOW LONG. ROFL. Cya in a months time(:
A Paradigm Occured at, 4:47:00 PM.
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
Hey! I'm as per usual trying to keep up with my every night blgging habit! :D Hmmm.. Watched YOG today :D the msia badminton player gave up cause of his leg injury D: it was such a good game =[ He really gave it all till he collapse and came up to tell the judge he cant take it :o brave young man =] So yea, i shall talk about determination today :D So seeing this guy so determined, i decided to quit playing com everyday and limit to once a week :D then spend the other distressing time on drumming and hamsters :D and also body building at night ^^ So i managed to do all three today which i felt great but because i didn't play drums for a long time my hands swell on just 10% of my practise i usually do :o and i tore my chest muscle -.- cause i over strain my muscles D: i felt like wimp but i'm goingto work up to being the biggest winner :D JOIN ME PEOPLE! ITS NOT TOO LATE(:
A Paradigm Occured at, 10:10:00 PM.
LOL! WASSSSSUPPP :P HAHAHA! I got 6(M) for chinese LOL! Me and babe dont feel sad or anything surprisingly :o Oh Well! Hope all of you are happy too :D
A Paradigm Occured at, 2:39:00 PM.
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
Wassup guys! :D looks like no one discovered i've updated yet :P Kinda satisfied that dear slept early today and didn't eat :D i really wanna like help her overcome this giant obstacle but i'm afraid i might be more of a burden =[ i finally today felt relieved and ready to study tml.. -.- I NEED A PHYSICS BUDDY >:| Night people!
P.S. Cool photo eh :o Guess who is up there :P
A Paradigm Occured at, 10:54:00 PM.
Sunday, August 15, 2010
Hey guys! :D Yea i know it has ben monthsss since i blogged :P but i'm thinking of blogging again. Should i? Cause sometimes i really feel that theres no one understand my pain. Hence, i might be resorting to self-confessions on my blog. Should i or should i not? Hmmm...
A little bonus for you guys(:
A little bonus for you guys(:
A Paradigm Occured at, 11:36:00 PM.
Friday, June 18, 2010
HELLOOO~ I can't sleep yet T.T Sry dear D: Tml going tennis :D So yea :x Hmmmm... Just a few shout outs, i edited the song i was working on a little bit today :D If your free check it out! ^^ I realised lots of stuff ytd from my pri sch days :D I've been a little hooked on animes since ytd :S Lastly, fuck you all soccer geeks, leave it to yourselves seriously, how much logic and thrill do you gain from watching 20++ people chase after a ball and after such a long time drooling into the tv you realised they missed and failed? Excitement? IMO, Get a life. Seriously . Oh well, dear is just gonna start nagging to me about how many times i've said this and why must i keep insulting blah blah blah :P But i still must say it :D
A Paradigm Occured at, 12:59:00 AM.
