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Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Hello people! As you can see, i'm not in sch T.T Was bed ridden and only managed to get up around 8 plus T.T I had like fever, leg cramp, backache, flu and sore throat T.T And i couldn't sleep properly ytd night T.T I kept getting up and my breath was as if i hate some really really hot chicken wings T.T i sleep 30min wake up and suffer then sleep and then wake up again -.- Finally at 6am, i woke up and pee-ed T.T I can't even stand still, so i kinda pee-ed on the floor too LOL! Man, this was one of my worse sickness. I think cause of the weather and ytd. Keep aircon then not aircon then aircon then no aircon -.- CCB! But now i feel alot alot better :D Surpirisingly my mum didn't kb :o So i had a good rest =] Now only my backaching, fever, flu and sorethroat T.T Later going to see doctor, any takers? :o

P.S. SHARLYNNOOIZINING, can you please put a tagboard for your blog? -.- Commenting is soooo irritating T.T Cannot see and must keep typing pw D:

A Paradigm Occured at, 9:04:00 AM.
Friday, April 23, 2010

Hello! =] Kinda, enjoyed today. Yea so we had like a mini jam session with evangeline! today :D You guys must be thinking whats going on :x Shes going to be our lead singer for the band! YAY! :D We will start off slow and make our way up! =] I'll just keep things short for today, EXAMS are coming ahhhhh! MUGG EVERYONE, MUGGGGGG! :S

Others say; Lose one, gain one .
But for me; Lose five, Gain one .


I'm sick of stressing over my personal problems . I'll just let others choose to walk with me, or just leave. Perhaps, people would be happier. There's no point putting so much time, dedication, love and effort into a relationship and bond when others just throw it away like its a tennis ball. Maybe the word 'Loyalty' doesn't exsist in this current society and revolution of greed and fame. Its just all personal business.

The selfish thoughts..

A Paradigm Occured at, 11:07:00 PM.
Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Perhaps, We would do a recording on FRIDAY :D Haha, anyways, i'm so boreddddd nowadays.. I seldom talk to anyone when i reach home. Sometimes, i wish my bolster or whatever can come to live and talk to me D: Sometimes, I wish i could just fall asleep and go to MY wonderland =] Everyone wants to live in a utopia, not a dystopia, where everything is just an artifice.

Well, if you understood what i said, Its going to be in the song i'm working on :D Hmmm... Not using the dictionary and others thoughts, what do you think it means? :o 5BUCKS For the winner! EXCEPT ARY! :X

A Paradigm Occured at, 9:02:00 PM.
Tuesday, April 20, 2010

HELLLLLO GUYS! :D Since jason lost his access to the com, he concentrates more on guitar now, which meansn our band would start to fly :D We've got a singer alr :D All we need left is a bassist! ^^ Anyone want can come join :P Friday we are going to ******** ********** ! =] So stay tuned! ^^ I'm going to work on the song i wrote with jh and maybe ********** :D So lets just see how it goes :o

A Paradigm Occured at, 6:35:00 PM.
Friday, April 16, 2010

Wow, I actually realised that my two best friends got dedications from who I wanted the most. And yet she could smile and enjoy their bdays but just show me her sad face during mine. I'm not jealous, I'm just very hurt inside ..

A Paradigm Occured at, 12:53:00 PM.
Monday, April 12, 2010

WHATAYA WANT FROM ME ,




Lyrics;

Hey, slow it down whataya want from me
Whataya want from me
Yeah I’m afraid whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

There might have been a time
And I would give myself away
Oooh once upon a time I didn’t give a damn
But now, here we are so whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

Just don’t give up I’m workin it out
Please don’t give in, I won’t let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me
Whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

Yeah, it’s plain to see (plain to see)
that baby you’re beautiful
And it’s nothing wrong with you
(nothing wrong with you)
It’s me, I’m a freak (yeah)
but thanks for lovin’ me
Cause you’re doing it perfectly
(it perfectly)

There might have been a time
When I would let you step away
I wouldn’t even try
But I think you could save my life

Just don’t give up I’m workin’ it out
Please don’t give in, I won’t let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep comin around
Hey, whataya want from me (Whataya want from me)
Whataya want from me (Whataya want from me)

Just don’t give up on me
(uuuuuuh) I won’t let you down
No, I won’t let you down

(So I) just don’t give up
I’m workin it out
Please don’t give in, I won’t let you down
It messed me up (It messed me up)
Need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me

Just don’t give up I’m workin’ it out
Please don’t give in, i won’t let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me (whataya want from me)
whataya want from me (whataya want from me)
whataya want from me

A Paradigm Occured at, 8:35:00 PM.

I had the same old dream again, yet god is punishing me by having it not become reality again . It's a shame, I'm just dream.

A Paradigm Occured at, 6:56:00 AM.
Friday, April 9, 2010

BOOMZ! okhay i'm really really bored =[ I feel like resting up for my bdae :D But then got tuition later and i don't wanna go~~ I feel so tired from school today T.T And YAY! I'm top 9 in CA1 for the whole of sec 4 batch :D Its like the firstttttt time i'm top 10 =] So happy! And then came along like a bonding session between ms banu and us :D I really enjoy being with ms banu =]


How i wish she could replace ms neo..

A Paradigm Occured at, 6:41:00 PM.
Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Lets talk about my bdae :D. A year ago, i still remembered, that i was promised a better bday the next birthday. Look at the state i'm in now. Don't come telling me things will be better or i'm still young to find someone else. Fuck you. I take relationships very seriously, i don't feel its some estascy for us to just feel loved. I don't give it up so easily. And i hate, waiting and waiting for my loved one, and they fucking screw me up. You know it feels like? Your doing it endlessly without noticing it at all. Your just like the previous one. Waste 3 years of my life, and just tear me apart. I'm not a 3 year old kid. If your going to tell me the truth then have courage and tell me. I hate people to give me lame excuses. Everything can be worked out. Its whether you want or not. If your going to chose my relationship as an excuse then your just wasting your time. Cause this relationship has never affected you. YOU KNOW THE TRUE REASON, your just using this as an excuse. You can decieve everyone but i know what the real problem in your studies. Maybe you don't know. Maybe you don't realise. I should have stopped you one year ago. I should have held on to you and not let you change. If you say you love me, are you really meaning it, or just lying through your teeth? So what if i die? I want to die on my own, if you love me, it would be my reason to live. I'm not saying that i would die over this relationship. Sometimes, maybe sometimes. Your just to mentally unstable to understand where your position is. Maybe if you sat down and really think it hard, look at the big picture. Your will understand what i'm implying. You will understand whats the problem thats seperating us, whats the problem thats causing you to lose concentration. I've never ever affected you negatively in your studies. I've never interfered it. Don't use this relationship as an excuse.

A Paradigm Occured at, 6:51:00 PM.
Monday, April 5, 2010

I don't feel like celebrating my bday anymore . I want to just taste death for a moment.

A Paradigm Occured at, 7:47:00 PM.

Hello people, I really regret letting her go. Why didn't I persist, why did I have to be so soft-hearted and listen to her white lies.. I feel terrible now. I have no mood to play my drums, I have no mood to celebrate my bday. I feel like dying. I've got this omen that I won't survive this year anyway. Maybe my birthday would be the perfect day. The day I was born 16years ago, and the day I would die. I've lost many friends and family members alr anyway. So what's there more to lose .

A Paradigm Occured at, 12:37:00 AM.

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