Wednesday, March 31, 2010
OH MAN! ITS GOOOOOOOOOOD FRIDAY :D I kinda miss my last year bdae T.T Like, so fun! Then got my friends and her at the same time =[ Got my top pierced around bdae last year! :D So much memories! Anyways, i know you assholes are reading my blog secretly but please at least let me know you came =[ Haha! And look i realised i only link 4 or 5 people? So sad =[
Anyway, tml i'm going out with her :D YAY! And there's drumming! WHOOHOO! Hmmmm... I'm gonna wear purple tml! I very long never wear my purple checkered shirt :D Shall take beautiful photos and upload ohkay! ^^ I shall wake up early and report with photos and stuff =] I wanna try make my blog more interesting to read and stuff :o JYJY to me ba !
Anyway, tml i'm going out with her :D YAY! And there's drumming! WHOOHOO! Hmmmm... I'm gonna wear purple tml! I very long never wear my purple checkered shirt :D Shall take beautiful photos and upload ohkay! ^^ I shall wake up early and report with photos and stuff =] I wanna try make my blog more interesting to read and stuff :o JYJY to me ba !
A Paradigm Occured at, 9:35:00 PM.
Monday, March 29, 2010
The cycle repeats . As my despondencies skyrocket , I'm left all alone in space .
A Paradigm Occured at, 6:09:00 PM.
I guess I thought you knew, but it looks like I'm still alone . I guess no one understands, not even my closest kins ..
A Paradigm Occured at, 4:34:00 PM.
Sunday, March 28, 2010
Hello all! I hope your enjoying your sundays :D I've got nothing to do today so i'm gonna work on my schedule i promised my mother by end of this weekend. Oh man, i'm so dead tired for no reason. I feel like life is draining out of me.. Oh well! Anyways, i don't know what to do nowadays =[ Ytd i celebrated my dads bdae :D so cool huh :P Earth hour and bdae :D Ohkay i'm still half awake >< Maybe i'll blog more later :X
A Paradigm Occured at, 11:11:00 AM.
Friday, March 26, 2010
I decided to let her go and just wait, until shes comes back to me. Anyways, i'm really ohkay friends =] Btw, i felt that paramore's new album really expressed how i felt :D so i decided to add all their songs =] As i looked at every corner of my life, i just see her. Everywhere, including my toilet. Lol, you all must be wondering something horny, but there's nothing going on. She just kept dying her hair there last time. Haha! i still remember i helped her dye her hair last time. Anyways, can i request you guys to like, tag? =[ Really my tag board is like .... HAHA! Anyway should i go make more random friends?.
A Paradigm Occured at, 3:15:00 PM.
Thursday, March 25, 2010
I haven slept abit . I ate a little bit of kimchi ramen . I'm in no mood to drum but in still gonna go anyway. I need someone to talk to . I cry randomly and my heart feels like it's sucking itself inside out .
A Paradigm Occured at, 11:57:00 AM.
I woke up hoping it to be a dream but it's true . This huge gaping hole is killing me. Ive lost everything, cause the only thing I had left with, just walked out on me . I hate 2010. I'll remember this .
A Paradigm Occured at, 8:12:00 AM.
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
This is by far the best monthsary ever . Fucking love it =]
A Paradigm Occured at, 7:37:00 PM.
I'm sick of lies , sick of tears , sick of sorries . So are you going to give or take?. I seriously just want to have a day whereby we would do something together . It's not me that's making this difficult. So why the fuck is it so hard to just do something we have in common. I have a fucking headache you don't give a shit . Nvm about that, you just keep showing that stupid shit of yours. In not asking you to listen music with me or watching me play com. WTF is wrong with the world . I'm trying so hard and yet this happens. But when I don't want it at all, you give me it all. Fucking shit . Fuck.
A Paradigm Occured at, 5:25:00 PM.
Sunday, March 21, 2010
You can kill me, hit me, hurt me, toy me, irritate me, hate me, but i'll still forgive you . Cause you are the only exception .
I updated my blog song. =] Off to Singpost!
I updated my blog song. =] Off to Singpost!
A Paradigm Occured at, 2:00:00 PM.
Ohkay! Morning to everyone :D Sorry i'm really busy these days D: I feel so tired of my holidays. I didn't do much and we lacking behind for lit project as expected. The girls came over and slacked and abused my com lol. Obviously nothing much was done. Anyways, other groups wouldn't finish on time anyway. Anyways i was really pissed yesterday.
I felt so annoyed with my life. My parents were fucking me up. Everyone was fucking me up actually. I follow my parents to starhub, and my mum kept asking stupid questions and wasted time. Example, " I don't want the voicemail for my house phone can or not? Cause later people will know our number when they call me. " Wtf........ They call you then they know your number alr in the first place. And she wasted like 30mins talking cock, asking the guy to help her sign up for a starhub online account. FUCKING STUPID. I was really annoyed. And then i was freaking hungry and i need to eat but she don't let me. Fine. I go see my drumsets my dad keep delaying it cause he thinks that another guy at yamaha at thomson will be able to bargain. Fuck. Its just maybe a few 100 dollars lesser. JUST BUY LA. Knn. Then i went to tamp1 when i was really really hungry and i told my mum that if she wanna go there and see the clock i wanna buy, MUST BUY. Cause i was really pissed. Obviously, Things didn't go out as expected. We went there, my father went to talk cock when i alr point at the clock i want. My mum was about to pay and she saw a tiny dent and say don't want buy. She will not pay for spoilt goods. i was like _|_. FUCKING PISSED ME OFF. Friday also people pissed me off. sat. sun. FUCK. Sorry for you guys that really read my blog and listen to me ranting. I feel that this blogs kinda useless too. Cause it seems so dead. Judging on the amount of effort i put in to update blogskin and 'advertise' around to revive this blog. Ah nvms. This shall be my ranting forum .
Bye pussies .
I felt so annoyed with my life. My parents were fucking me up. Everyone was fucking me up actually. I follow my parents to starhub, and my mum kept asking stupid questions and wasted time. Example, " I don't want the voicemail for my house phone can or not? Cause later people will know our number when they call me. " Wtf........ They call you then they know your number alr in the first place. And she wasted like 30mins talking cock, asking the guy to help her sign up for a starhub online account. FUCKING STUPID. I was really annoyed. And then i was freaking hungry and i need to eat but she don't let me. Fine. I go see my drumsets my dad keep delaying it cause he thinks that another guy at yamaha at thomson will be able to bargain. Fuck. Its just maybe a few 100 dollars lesser. JUST BUY LA. Knn. Then i went to tamp1 when i was really really hungry and i told my mum that if she wanna go there and see the clock i wanna buy, MUST BUY. Cause i was really pissed. Obviously, Things didn't go out as expected. We went there, my father went to talk cock when i alr point at the clock i want. My mum was about to pay and she saw a tiny dent and say don't want buy. She will not pay for spoilt goods. i was like _|_. FUCKING PISSED ME OFF. Friday also people pissed me off. sat. sun. FUCK. Sorry for you guys that really read my blog and listen to me ranting. I feel that this blogs kinda useless too. Cause it seems so dead. Judging on the amount of effort i put in to update blogskin and 'advertise' around to revive this blog. Ah nvms. This shall be my ranting forum .
Bye pussies .
A Paradigm Occured at, 10:51:00 AM.
Saturday, March 20, 2010
I felt that I wasted my time ytd . Didn't do much at all. Sometimes I wish I would get stabbed in the heart . So hard that could forget everything and live in my perfect world.. People around me seems so fucked up. Maybe I should just migrate, start a new life. Create a new life . Live my dreams with supportive Europeans , no criticism , only love between each other .
Fuck singaporeans .
Fuck singaporeans .
A Paradigm Occured at, 9:28:00 AM.
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Ohkay! I took pictures of me and septumy :D You guys can go check it out on FB! =] I'm lazy to elaborate so just go on to fb and see all the photos of us in sentosa! Comment/tag/like whatever =]
A Paradigm Occured at, 12:45:00 PM.
Sunday, March 14, 2010
NIGHT! ♥
A Paradigm Occured at, 1:25:00 AM.
I'M SOOOOOOO GONNA TAKE A PIC OF ME AND ♥SEPTUMY~!
A Paradigm Occured at, 1:14:00 AM.
Weee! I'm still not asleep :x Although i am gonna sleep soon T.T So yea, ltr i need wake up at 9.30am to pray to grandma and grandpa >< I feel so bored nowadays, yet i feel so satisfied at times :o
Anyways, i had school camp on wed. We went to discovery center and on the way there, i saw 'Mandai Crematourim' or something like that. Then i was tearing. I remembered of how we went there crying, pushing the van, sending my grandparents off. The same road. The same place. The very same house.. I cried harder during my grandma's crematourim cause i lost them really fast and she took care of me alot alot alot.. Anyways, i was really say that day and wanted some comfort from deardear but then teachers were everywhere and such. So whatever. Anyways, PARAMORE WHOOHOO~ :D
Anyways, i had school camp on wed. We went to discovery center and on the way there, i saw 'Mandai Crematourim' or something like that. Then i was tearing. I remembered of how we went there crying, pushing the van, sending my grandparents off. The same road. The same place. The very same house.. I cried harder during my grandma's crematourim cause i lost them really fast and she took care of me alot alot alot.. Anyways, i was really say that day and wanted some comfort from deardear but then teachers were everywhere and such. So whatever. Anyways, PARAMORE WHOOHOO~ :D
A Paradigm Occured at, 1:08:00 AM.
Monday, March 8, 2010
Omfg! I swear it's one of the best! I managed to destress everything out! You folks that didn't go show cry cause its gooood!
Haha! Ohkay, if you guys wanna know more, come talk to me :D dont worry I don't bite =]
here's roughly what we did. Or maybe I lol! Ohkay, I had to cut my hair today -_- suckss! But styled it badassly nice :P yea then I went to meet Jason and head off to paya leva to have dinner and meet Willie :x so we ate subway and was cracking jokes about DOTA in Chinese LOL! Sibei funny :D after makan we head off and everyone was rampaging for a cab at kallang -_- so we were trying to sneakily grab a cab when a bus came by then we chiong in :P while at the concert, everyone was like fucking high! I was shouting at the opening band to hurry up so that can see paramore :D omg la! It's damn good! I was jumping for an hour waving \m/ nonstop! Whoot! Then I hit lots stuff and now my back hurts and neck too and my legs got blister T.T BUT ITS WORTH IT :D so yea, then everyone was mad when suddenly the guitarist did a somersault! OMFG EVERYONE WENT PRACTICALLY MAD AS DUNNOE WHAT LA! But damn shiok :x then then we finish alr we chiong buy album cause got poster :D I bought it just for the poster ^^ walao I regretted not getting the deluxe D: there's like hayleys hot pic with her autograph! ARGH! =[ anyways, we went high at 7 eleven and many many things happen:D come ask me! I want to go sleep alr :P SHIOKKKKK AH!
P.S. Hayley could have looked at me :D OMGOMGOMG! :P
Haha! Ohkay, if you guys wanna know more, come talk to me :D dont worry I don't bite =]
here's roughly what we did. Or maybe I lol! Ohkay, I had to cut my hair today -_- suckss! But styled it badassly nice :P yea then I went to meet Jason and head off to paya leva to have dinner and meet Willie :x so we ate subway and was cracking jokes about DOTA in Chinese LOL! Sibei funny :D after makan we head off and everyone was rampaging for a cab at kallang -_- so we were trying to sneakily grab a cab when a bus came by then we chiong in :P while at the concert, everyone was like fucking high! I was shouting at the opening band to hurry up so that can see paramore :D omg la! It's damn good! I was jumping for an hour waving \m/ nonstop! Whoot! Then I hit lots stuff and now my back hurts and neck too and my legs got blister T.T BUT ITS WORTH IT :D so yea, then everyone was mad when suddenly the guitarist did a somersault! OMFG EVERYONE WENT PRACTICALLY MAD AS DUNNOE WHAT LA! But damn shiok :x then then we finish alr we chiong buy album cause got poster :D I bought it just for the poster ^^ walao I regretted not getting the deluxe D: there's like hayleys hot pic with her autograph! ARGH! =[ anyways, we went high at 7 eleven and many many things happen:D come ask me! I want to go sleep alr :P SHIOKKKKK AH!
P.S. Hayley could have looked at me :D OMGOMGOMG! :P
A Paradigm Occured at, 12:55:00 AM.
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Ohkay! As promised! I did my blogskins and change my url :D I'm so sad now cause can't go out with deardear.. Sadded. I shall go alr =[ Don't wanna rant/whine about it =] Shall spare your ears today :x
A Paradigm Occured at, 10:46:00 AM.
Thursday, March 4, 2010
YAY! I'm sooo happy today :D since im a nerd now, school was so fun! :x lol. Just joking :D school sucks forever! Anyways I'm proud of my Achivements today! I scored full marks for my eng journal entry and my lit I got highest! :x today was practically a double date with happiness :D I watched Alice in wonderland with LOVE and had drumming lessons from yamaha :x ENJOYED today a hell lot! Hope tml would be better :D btw, my MUM thought I copied my journal -_- and she say what happened to your p6 compos -_- I was like WTFFFF! Lol. I told her 'that shows much you understand your son' and walked upsairs to blog :D Anyways, today's 'game' would be... Tell me what you love the most in your life, as in the most most most! One only ah!
This should set you thinking =]
This should set you thinking =]
A Paradigm Occured at, 11:27:00 PM.
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
Dammit . I really need opinions on the song. I'm running out of motivation and i'm losing my train of thoughts on it.. Sighs. Sometimes i really feel like i'm talking to myself. Anyway, just to update you all. I have only say 5 views? =[ Thats a little bit saddening. LOL! Shows my circle of friends, aren't really that great at all. I'm not going to plan to shut down my blog thats the good news. I'll update everything in maybe 2 weeks time. I'll start to concentrate on my test. I'm going to be like a maris stella student whereby every test would be climbing mountains to me and failure would push me all the way down =] I'm gonna be a nerd. Well, thats for school. But i'm also gonna work on my song and train my drumming skills really hard when i get my drumsets soon i guess. So in conclusion, School is nerd. Outside is ____? i don't know. Fill in whatever you think its supposed to be there :D I'm going to also create like question of the day or maybe "games" on every post! I'm going to start to develope good habbits that would help me keep my consistency in EVERYTHING. Thats why i'm going to wear contacts to take care of my health. So that means, I would wash my face in the morning and night :D Eat my skin pills and everything. I want to win. I'm not going to listen to my grandma words when she used to scold me 'useless'. I'm going to show her. That i'm useful enough to satisfy my own fucking life. I'll show you bitches that inactively tag my blog. Motherfuckers .
P.S. Am I ranting again?. OMG. -_-
P.S. Am I ranting again?. OMG. -_-
A Paradigm Occured at, 10:38:00 PM.
