Oh well.. As you can see, i'm alone, bored and sick again. =[ Sucks . Surprisingly, i always have this problem whenever shes not around.. How i wished things would be better.. I'm not the sort of person where talking is enough to pacify me. I want actions? With disappointments like these when you think everythings there a second ago and now everythings gone. LOL! Its a true dystopia. Yeap.
I'm not enjoying this anyway. My grandma is lying in the hospital. I feel tired of life. I feel so empty. I feel lonely. Sometimes i just dont understand why people can't just be less self-centered and put in a little effort to creating smiles for other peoples life?
I was talking to jh today after sch. And i was telling him about the cycle of love. Love is just like milk tea. [ I used milk tea cause i was drinking it.] Its really yummy drinking it, but after sometime, it becomes bitter if you drink too much. Or what others call ; Bitter-sweet love. Everyone has times where they have loved ones. Everyone wants to be loved. But the reason why people are breaking up although they feel so connected is most probably neither of them wants to put in some effort into working out a perfect relationship.
Hmmm.. If your wondering how i feel its suppose to work.. Then maybe i shall use the term of 'Work for reward, Reward for work.' Having love is not supposed to be depressing nor stressful. Its about having a great time together. Anyways, back to the work for reward, reward for work thingy. Well, For exmaple, The female says :' Today you go out shopping with me, i'll spend the next day with you.' Well.. Its more of a stereotype of comment. Cause sometimes others don't understand what i'm trying to say.
Basically. If you really want a relationship to work out, all you need to do is apply encouragement and concern together plus a little bit of flirting, and woah la! You've strike jackpot! =] I'm not saying that my relationship with sharlynn's awesome or whatsoever but i'm just thinking of what makes a couple really special is not about whether they match nor their body figure or personality. Everyone has their unique side of them. What really matters is happiness. If you don't even taste a slight bit of happiness within you two, you should really find another he/she.
So yea. I'm gonna make today lengthy so that i can entertain you bored readers cause i know the best way to entertain yourselves is by reading into peoples life and not DOTA :D Back to today..
So i talked to jh today about our songs and we decided that we should actually continue working on our previous songs. And not stop because of jason wanting to create another. If he really wants to personalise one of his own, there's no problem in it but the reason why we wanted to continue was because we put in quite a significant amount of time into the previous two songs. And of course, having 1 song alone its not gonna satisfy you guys out there! :D Also, i wanna see if you people would prefer my point of view in that song or jasons. =] Its gonna be fun but obviously, i hope we would be helping each other out :o
Just a little sneak peak of what me and jh would be doing, its acutally the lyrics i posted on FB under my notes. Go check it out and of course give it a little comment on what you all feel ohkay? :D I'm gonna try either make this song a acoustic song or a mixed. =] Meaning i might be singing :S But still i wanna try learn the skill of drumming and singing at the same time! ^^
So i'm not sure if you guys are excited but hey! Check it out! =] Also, i might not be posting the vid on FB if we successfully created it. Cause jh doesn't want to create any harrassment towards us =] Also, i also feel its not really the time as there would be bitches criticising it. We will see how :D So check it out and leave a comment! =]
BTW, If you read this post, please please PLEASE, TAG! If there are like less than 10 tags then i think i'll just either shut the blog down or just blog when i feel like it. Cause i dont wanna be putting so much effort into typing all these out and no one appreciates it. I'm sick of facing unappreciation. So yea. 10 people are not soooooo bad! =] I mean like, i can at least list out 10 friends that would tag :D
YEAP! YOU KNOW IT ITS YOU,YOU,YOU,YOU,YOU,YOU,YOU,YOU,YOU,MAYBE YOU, OR YOU, HMM.. I THINKS ITS YOU TOO! HAHA! Have a nice tuesday~~~
P.S. No more basketball! :D
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