Friday, February 19, 2010
Hmmm... I decided to blog :o
I've decided to do things differently nowadays. :D I'm gonna try starve myself to the limit for now :o maybe next time i'll do.... No sleep ^^ Gonna try methods of self-torture every 2weeks :x I know its might sound mad or sadistic but i kinda enjoy it actually. It distracts me from pain/devastation from relationships/friendships =] I guess its a better way to live. So dont bug me or anything. I'll stop when i want to or when i get something i want for that week :D
Anyways, hows life to everybody? :o I wanna go to sentosa but there's no one to go with me and i don't think i really have the time either. I wasted my cny by playing com everyday. CAUSE NO FUCKING IDIOTS WOULD WANNA GO OUT WITH ME. Yea. Sometimes i realise i cannot depend on the closest people around me. I should really start digging up my long lost friends and catch up with them :D Or maybe find more friends to go out with than rather stay at home whenever plans are ruined or i have nothing to do.
Ohkay i gonna stop cause i just remembered that it takes at least 2 weeks for people to update themselves from my blog :P so i'm lazy to explain in detail. Maybe i'll re-live my blog if i see the need to. Or when there's some motivation :D Your ignorance makes me de-motivated D:
P.S. Everything needs motivation. No motivation = no life. Dont whine, your useless.
I've decided to do things differently nowadays. :D I'm gonna try starve myself to the limit for now :o maybe next time i'll do.... No sleep ^^ Gonna try methods of self-torture every 2weeks :x I know its might sound mad or sadistic but i kinda enjoy it actually. It distracts me from pain/devastation from relationships/friendships =] I guess its a better way to live. So dont bug me or anything. I'll stop when i want to or when i get something i want for that week :D
Anyways, hows life to everybody? :o I wanna go to sentosa but there's no one to go with me and i don't think i really have the time either. I wasted my cny by playing com everyday. CAUSE NO FUCKING IDIOTS WOULD WANNA GO OUT WITH ME. Yea. Sometimes i realise i cannot depend on the closest people around me. I should really start digging up my long lost friends and catch up with them :D Or maybe find more friends to go out with than rather stay at home whenever plans are ruined or i have nothing to do.
Ohkay i gonna stop cause i just remembered that it takes at least 2 weeks for people to update themselves from my blog :P so i'm lazy to explain in detail. Maybe i'll re-live my blog if i see the need to. Or when there's some motivation :D Your ignorance makes me de-motivated D:
P.S. Everything needs motivation. No motivation = no life. Dont whine, your useless.
A Paradigm Occured at, 1:37:00 PM.
