Thursday, June 18, 2009
Hello guys and girls! =] LOL! yea yea i very long bo blog liaoo =x hahas. So hows everyones life? its been a longgggggg time since i blogged >< i'm always counting the ups and downs we had together and the time spent to together =] I don't mind quarrelling.. i just don't wanna break up T.T i know i have hot n cold this month.. But i can't help it.. My mum kills me =[ anyways! its been 512 days ever since me and my DEAREST LOVELY DARLING been together! =D hahas. actually, its really hard to forget someone.. I still can't forget her. But i don't love her. I don't know why but she keeps disturbing me and ruining my thoughts. I can't control it. Maybe thats why i am so hot tempered nowadays. Coz i must be so angry with thinking about her. I hate flirting. I hate thinking about girls alot. I hate making my darling angry. and i seriously hate sluts. Thats why i don't i wanna talk to other girls. I feel that i'm betraying myself. I only talk to ppl that are my good friends.. Even if good friends i also don't talk so much. I hate this world.. Why can't i just talk to you only. WHY WHY WHY?! ARGHS! Its infurating! -_- Anyways, i recently realised that lucas wants to stead with nicole! HAHA! I am laughing all the way! =x Wish you good luck lucas! =] And then lucas wants to go meet her haha! I can't wait. Anyways, i don't wanna this from you dear but i think its not very important T.T But i was just hoping that you would join me in going out with my pri school friends.. Which includes someone you don't like and my best best best guy friend =] I dunnoe.. I'm really confused i don't want to upset you but i want you to enjoy the friends i have too.. Haiix its really very confusing =S HOWHOW?! T.T Sometimes i really wish someone could just knock me untill i fall asleep or something. Haiix. then lucas keep spamming me about her then i keep thinking the old times. -_- i want to stop him from making me keep thinking of her but if i don't talk to him about it then he wun be interested. Sry lucas, it might sound as though i'm using you but i'm not. I'm just trying to kill 2 birds with one stone. I dun wanna think about her and at the same time let you have a stead and get happy or something. Haiix. I'm not most apologetic towards lucas but actually sharlynn..
She has to take all these blows and stuff which she can't stand and yet not show it.. I'm really sorry.. I just dunnoe what to do. Give me time to sort things out! Just remember! I love you. Not nicole not lydia not anyone else. But YOU! Sharlynn Ooi Zining!
P.S I'm really really really super sorry to sharlynn ooi zining and hopes she will forgive me and understand it.. Sorry.. -WeiJie.
She has to take all these blows and stuff which she can't stand and yet not show it.. I'm really sorry.. I just dunnoe what to do. Give me time to sort things out! Just remember! I love you. Not nicole not lydia not anyone else. But YOU! Sharlynn Ooi Zining!
P.S I'm really really really super sorry to sharlynn ooi zining and hopes she will forgive me and understand it.. Sorry.. -WeiJie.
A Paradigm Occured at, 2:37:00 AM.
