Saturday, February 28, 2009
I
LOVE
MY
ADORABLE
DARLING!
=D
A Paradigm Occured at, 6:36:00 PM.
Thursday, February 26, 2009
OHHHHHHH WELLLLL! Its been a long time since i blogged. Let me update a LITTLEEEEE bit ^-^ Hmm.. Lets see.. OHYEA! I transferring to 3E1. Still waiting for decision. Which is tml! Hope can lorh.. Haiix! And then my class ppl say i goign 3E1 then like as if i step tell whole world i going like wtf la! LOL! But dun care! If ppl believe me, main reason of going there is i dun wanna study poa and i prefer my pure sciences coz i wanna get to a good jc! i dun like poly that much D= EXCEPT the hair length and freedom to wear clothes! LOL!! But IDC! ^^ Sians i nowadays very bored man... BTW! KAIYAN [If you noe him.] HAVE BLOG LEH! SEE >> www.i-loveher.blogspot.com LOL! OHKAY I GO LIAO TATA~~
A Paradigm Occured at, 9:26:00 PM.
Monday, February 16, 2009
MY DEAREST LOVABLE DARLING =D
A Paradigm Occured at, 9:00:00 PM.
Sunday, February 15, 2009
Hey all. Decided to blog awhile since got ppl COMPLAIN. =x Yea. Well! Celebrated V-day on friday. Tried to make things look perfect but i couldn't. Was kinda sad. Its also very saddening when like, after loving each other for a year and your partner just says. You don't understand me.. Kinda hurt but what to do? Isn't me.
Let me update you all on whats going on ohkay? =D So yea.. I tried my best to help JT to get together of JX. As for andrew, i can't do much. LOL! Helping others is a great thing to do in my opinion. But sometimes i screw things up. And i get doubly hurt. Well, i treat my close friends as though they were my brothers. When things happen i take a step into their shoes and help as much as possible. I'm not sure why but some ppl just get jealous and disagrees of me helping them and spending time with them. I noe i can really be unfair to one of you but as you can see in my shoes, i'm not very lovable, i am not a divine helper, and most importantly, theres no split of me. If one of the party is being entertained, the other either gets jealous or leave me alone. You noe, i'm really getting pissed with this situations where i am stuck in the middle of everything and everyone just caring about their needs. No one really comes out and helps me when i'm down. The most encouraging thing they do is, Are you ohkay? What happened? and if i say i'm fine they just walk away and maybe repeat the same questions. No one helps me to clean my bruises or wound them up. I'm kinda like. Getting sick of this life. Maybe i should just hide myself and be inconspicuous in a corner just like an ant. No one realises the pain i suffer everyday. No one even understands what i am going through. To be juggling between friendship and love. I have to face reality, but not alone. I need you my dear.
Lets hear a song;
This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move, I'm shakin' off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands, just take the wheel...
And every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal for the life I lead
Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can you see what I see
They're tryin' to come back, all my senses push
Untie the weight bags, I never thought I could...
Steady feet, don't fail me now
I'm gonna run till you can't walk
But something pulls my focus out
And I'm standing down...
Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, You don't need...
What you need, what you need...
Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
And I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be
Oh, do you see what I see...
OneRepublic - Stop & Stare - OneRepublic
Let me update you all on whats going on ohkay? =D So yea.. I tried my best to help JT to get together of JX. As for andrew, i can't do much. LOL! Helping others is a great thing to do in my opinion. But sometimes i screw things up. And i get doubly hurt. Well, i treat my close friends as though they were my brothers. When things happen i take a step into their shoes and help as much as possible. I'm not sure why but some ppl just get jealous and disagrees of me helping them and spending time with them. I noe i can really be unfair to one of you but as you can see in my shoes, i'm not very lovable, i am not a divine helper, and most importantly, theres no split of me. If one of the party is being entertained, the other either gets jealous or leave me alone. You noe, i'm really getting pissed with this situations where i am stuck in the middle of everything and everyone just caring about their needs. No one really comes out and helps me when i'm down. The most encouraging thing they do is, Are you ohkay? What happened? and if i say i'm fine they just walk away and maybe repeat the same questions. No one helps me to clean my bruises or wound them up. I'm kinda like. Getting sick of this life. Maybe i should just hide myself and be inconspicuous in a corner just like an ant. No one realises the pain i suffer everyday. No one even understands what i am going through. To be juggling between friendship and love. I have to face reality, but not alone. I need you my dear.
Lets hear a song;
This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move, I'm shakin' off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands, just take the wheel...
And every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal for the life I lead
Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can you see what I see
They're tryin' to come back, all my senses push
Untie the weight bags, I never thought I could...
Steady feet, don't fail me now
I'm gonna run till you can't walk
But something pulls my focus out
And I'm standing down...
Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, You don't need...
What you need, what you need...
Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
And I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be
Oh, do you see what I see...
OneRepublic - Stop & Stare - OneRepublic
A Paradigm Occured at, 10:47:00 PM.
Monday, February 9, 2009
Yea. Today was kinda like. The worst day in sch. Tio hp confiscated by Mr Raj, tio kb, tio scolding, tio till dulan, tio guailan, wtf man.. And worst. Being accused. Haiix.. Can't say anything. Anyways, pass few months had been spending time wif my dearest and also my friends. Well, i am trying to jumble up my friends and my deardear together but sometimes just dun go well. One party gets left out eventually, the other might get jealous if i entertain the latter. Well! Thats hows life like! Can't COMPLAIN! Nope! Live ON!
Today went to lan to distress wif jason for an hr. After that he came over and dota-ed. Recently we keep dotaing and playing cs. Well maybe we bored barhs.
I dun really have any visions or expectations when i grow up. Somehow, I feel thats my life over after my young adulthood. I dunnoe what i wanna be, i dunnoe what i wanna do, i dunnoe what to go for. Hopeless. Maybe i might just die after 20.
Anyways! I am happy to annouce that me and sharlynn have been together for 1yr! =D YIPPEEEE. I brought her to andrew's top most wanted to go to restuarant =x Man he was sooooooooo jealous when he heard it! =x Canivore anyone? ><
Today went to lan to distress wif jason for an hr. After that he came over and dota-ed. Recently we keep dotaing and playing cs. Well maybe we bored barhs.
I dun really have any visions or expectations when i grow up. Somehow, I feel thats my life over after my young adulthood. I dunnoe what i wanna be, i dunnoe what i wanna do, i dunnoe what to go for. Hopeless. Maybe i might just die after 20.
Anyways! I am happy to annouce that me and sharlynn have been together for 1yr! =D YIPPEEEE. I brought her to andrew's top most wanted to go to restuarant =x Man he was sooooooooo jealous when he heard it! =x Canivore anyone? ><
A Paradigm Occured at, 9:45:00 PM.
